Monday, February 2, 2015

omg omg omg I'm really sorry I haven't posted since like, December, I haven't forgotten about you but I have actually been very busy, it's not exactly easy when you get 4 pieces of homework a day and you have an extra lesson after school of French on a Tuesday, it's very hard to have a little time for myself.
so what's new? I don't have much to tell you apart from I've got my GCSE forms and all of that... on Wednesday I am going to have some Careers Networking Day in which I get to meet some different people from different careers so looking forward to knowing what that's all about...and I can't remember when but I'm going to have some GCSE course taster day and I had to choose 4 subjects I would like to try out on that day, I chose Art, Health and Social Care, Child and Development Care and Drama...decisions, decisions and I feel like they will change my life....ARRGHHH!!
And thinking of all the choices I've been making recently I realised life went by so quickly, like seriously, I'm already in year 9, I remember being in year 3 or 4 and my mum telling me about how my friend's siblings were doing GCSE and I wondered "What's that" and "That's ages away" but it feels like it was only a few weeks ago! And I remember so clearly stressing out for SaTs, I remember revising verbal and non verbal with my friends in the door in the corner closest to the door, I remember feeling so grown up I was in year 6, so grown up I could finally sit on the benches, feeling like I was the queen of the whole school, but now whenever I think of year 6s they're so young and are so unaware of how one decision can change your whole life ....I'm going to stop blabbing now I'm getting scared :O
Now that I'm talking about how time goes so quickly and all of that, I saw this post on Facebook and it really...not touched me...but made me aware of how much everything has changed and that one person made a choice, they invented the phone or whatever and society has changed completely forever the world is completely different and this picture is what actually opened my eyes, I knew things have changed but it was really sad I don't know why but it just was.


So anyway, I have to go now and I'm sorry it was a quick post and I actually just "jibber-jabbered" on about decisions (yeah I looked up synonyms for babbled and jibber-jabber came up XD)...but I promise I will post more often, one of my new years resolutions was to organize myself and use my time wisely and I haven't been capable of that yet so just bare with me :)

Have a good week xxx
(and also a good February hahaha)


Be Happpyyyyyy x